Dyspnea

Have you ever jumped in the water only to realize that you didn't take a big enough breath to sustain the depth you plunged? Burning, aching and then panic sets in. You feel like your not really in your own body, you watch your surrounding and they seem to move at a different rate.

Today I dropped my boys off for a four week visit with Jon. I feel like their gone. I can't seem to comprehend not seeing them for a month. In some ways they are my oxygen. My heart is burning, aching and I feel like it can not get enough air.

It's like watching the world from a merry-go- round. Your have an overall sense of sickness, but you continue to look out at the world.

I miss them so much I keep wishing someone would push the fast forward button.

Mitosis

Mitosis is a process of cell division which results in the production of two daughter cells from a single parent cell. The daughter cells are identical to one another and to the original parent cell.



Like the early prophase of mitosis, in childhood I was ever changing. From my days as a girl who proudly worn her hair super short with the exception of a few strands of long hair that I referred to as my "tail." To the days of ultra big rodeo hair, under all of the hair thick threads of friendship between my sibling began to form. Some of the time I was unrecognizable much like of the stages of Metaphase.

The name Face comes from my brother, at the time he was learning about mitosis and I was given the name Anaphase half of the sister pair. The other half of the sister pair was called Metaphase. Over time Anaphase the Ana was dropped thus Face.



Fast forward a few phases, Metaphase or Mununma as she is sometimes called has has now requested that I share my inner phase with you as I embark on a new phase.



If every cell goes thru this process then we all are in stages of Mitosis..................